Is There No Help For The Widow’s Son?

no regrets, most human interaction is a form of conspiracy

once you pass through the fire

beyond the paranoia

there’s nothing to fear

no secrets to reveal

no grand plan

no one is in control

there is only 

now 

this moment

ever present

yet elusive

OM MANI PADME OM

Oh mamma take me home

to the womb

the ever regenerative 

Vagina 

Of

Nuit

Horus horned

the time draws near

but there’s only now

dead and reborn

phoenix fire

rising

from the ash

eternally recurring

creation through self destruction

painting with blood and sweat

sweet delusion of time

the passing of nights

a clockwork nightmare

the light of day

only a shadow…..



Suspended in a state between consciousness and sleep
Out of time and space strange transmissions
No more war
No more borders
No more government
A natural order
No revolution
It’s only evolution
Not from above
From deep inside
Love
Not to exist
But to be alive
We can thrive
Live
Evolve
Love…..

elucidate the mysteries

strip bare the throne room

weave a new tapestry

reinvent history

free of time’s illusion

i no longer believe in the revolution

evolution is the key

a grand awakening

i read it in the stars

one cloudy day

discard the politics

the broken system

of power games

i don’t want

control

i just want to be

free

to be

but

i feel

so…………………

dreams are made of starlight

shadows cast by moonlight

dance before my eyes

and I don’t know

what’s to come

or what will fade away

returning to the stardust

from which we came

just an expression

of the universe

a breath

of the eternal……

insomnia

the brain won’t shut down

too many thoughts

doubts

memories of disappointment

i want it all to just go away

start all over

too late

too late

too late

too old to find a new path

worn out

broken down

this empty shell

begins

to crack

playing out the string

counting the days

i just can’t take it anymore

let me sleep

wake me when it’s over…..

riding the wave to the inevitable

approaching the impossible

stretched beyond

no return

out on the perimeter

breathing in the ether

floating high above

not looking down anymore

looking out

into the vastness

do the stars shine

just for me

this lonesome night

uncoiled

at ease

unwound

i don’t mind being bound

to the subtle

intricacies

the sound vibrates

orgasmic

releasing

the tension

naked

strip off the armor

layers accumulated

since birth

all fall away

the weight of history

the debt of memory

reduced to ashes

and smoke

free

from the tensions

expectations

limitations

buy the ticket

take the ride

no worries

unknown

destination…..

this warmth

a glow

swirling from the center

petals of light

spreading

from head to toe

vibrating slowly

in the fingertips

to touch

to feel

to know

moved by the sound

the music

transmitting light

energy

the cosmic pulse of life

beats slowly

soundwaves

penetrate

the scars of memory

and it’s all beautiful

it’s all light…..

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